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I'm leaving Myriad/sweet-carriageway@bs.

will be remembered, but

it's time for a change.

Heartsss like there's no tomorrow,

Rach.

why did you have to blog that very insensitive & uncaring post? i'm not implying that it'll hurt anyone who sees it, but those involved in whatever you've posted would get disturbed. it's like you were a friend to some who bothered to pay attention to you, but you just crushed everyone by each negative word you include in your post. it's like the friendly, fun part of you vanished in a flash, and something took over your soul. i've prayed time and again, hoping that that part of you comes back as quickly as it went. we all want it back. you've changed, you see? i don't know how or why, but you've changed. & i thought you were actually someone i could turn to as & when, but i was deaaaad wrong. something killed your sweetness. hell yeah.

at the end of the day, you could have just one friend in this world, but maybe that's really what you deserve after all. cuz there'll be no one there to empathize with you any longer.

i was sad once, & hurt too. because of all you've said & done during & after that incident. but thanks to you & what happened, i grew up. & i'm glad i did. because in time to come, i'll forget you like how you forgot me & the rest of the world. i've become slightly immune to this kind of pain, you see? it doesn't sting that much like it did when i was young. i've been through so much more than anyone would ever think i've been through. i keep the darkest secrets to myself, not because i can't trust anyone else, but because i won't.

i'm similar to you, in a way. except i don't express hatred as much as you do, the main reason being that i DON'T hate as much as you do. & i thank God for that.

i can't say i regret ever being your friend, because when we were on very good terms we shared extremely good times together. i thank you sincerely for leaving me with rather happy memories, & i thank you wholeheartedly for giving me a chance to grow up. but i guess it all stops here. i can't live being with a 'friend' like you anymore; one who __________, ___________, ___________ & ___________. but i do wish you all the best in whatever you face in future, & i have just one tiny request (which might require an extra BIG effort from you) : STOP hurting people, START loving & cherishing all that you have. cuz it may jolly-well all disappear in a flash (like your sweetness) & never come back again.

God Bless You.

& overall i have mixed feelings.

i'm glad that 2010 will promise me a new learning environment,

and i guess a wider social circle too.

but i'm also kinda sad that 201's gonna be split up,

& we'll all head off to different directions & stuff.

i'm going to miss many people,

& those times we've been through together as well.

so yeah, mixed feelings.

but right now it's more positive, i think?

since it's not the end of 201 just yet ;D

(Malacca trippp!)

the last day of school didn't really feel like the last day of school;

no one got overly emotional & the teacher's don't look happy (yet) :D

but soon. the time will come when we're officially divided in physical means.

but we'll carry on, won't we?

we're 201. woooooooosh!

anything's possible haha :D

let's see. we started of the day with loadsss of announcements,

then it was cleaning-the-classroom time (:

had fun doing it, could tell how bonded our class has been.

then it was level closure, &

I WAS REALLY TOUCHED BY OUR CLASS MONTAGE.

it suddenly impacted upon me how closely knitted each of us are,

& how we are going to remain that way nmw.

kudos to Zhiping & Chermaine & others involved!

(everyone, i think). since there were so many photos haha.

i really thank God for blessing me with a class like this (:

i've had tough & trying times,

but i've had good times too. so there ;D

the other classes also did pretty good jobs as well.

after that we were rushed off to the LT for a briefing.

omg _________________________________ O:

it shouldn't be just a speculation,

cuz Ken told me his school is also _________________________.

which is like, wow. big.

i look forward but don't look forward to it at the same time.

anyway, we were dismissed hell late for lunch :<

but Xindi and i had fun having popcorn in class :D

we won it from the "Best Publicity Award" for drama, yay.

after lunch was Ms. Yap's Farewell :/

pretty sentimental i guess.

after all, she's been with us for two whole years O:

& she's the cutest principal ever.

oh, the teachers wore pink (mostly) cuz it's her fave colour :D

adorable or what.

overall, performances & speeches were equally great,

we had a good time. & we sang :D

after that we went back to collect report books.

i did alright, i guess. okay-ishly satsified.

(could've done better!), but it's over. soz :}

went home on the same bus as Jodie,

& we talked alot & laughed & smiled & all,

so much so i feel grateful that i have a busmate like her (:

tyvm you awesome lil buddy.

oh, i'll be doing a dedication post after the Malacca trip i think.

i look forward to doing it very very much :D

monday:

nothing much, start of the last week of school.

i realize i'm going to miss 201 alot :/

especially Chiawei & XD & JS & okay everyone. :D

had an overload of briefings and announcements,

that's about it.

went to bass class & met mom at J8 after school for snack.

bought a jacket & met Shiwee, so her dad fetched us home (:

had a bad headache at the end of the day though.

tuesday:

i missed school cuz of the headache thing.

spent quality time with mom & Ken & Grace ;D

read 'Message in a Bottle' yet again, bright and early in the morning.

finished it in 2 hours O:

went out in the evening to buy more novels.

read 'The Last Song', finished it in the evening.

it's a good read too (: but Nicholas Sparks has other better books.

wednesday:

went back to school.

i know Chiawei missed me :D

we had to split up for inter-class competitions,

i was in volleyball O:

oh guess what. we won third :D

ah i didn't expect that. plus we had fun!

that was a deserving bonus aye (;

then it was the FOA visit to the art museum.

overall it was very (Y), enjoyed it loads.

Jiachee, XD & JS made the whole trip awwwwwwwhsome :D

& we took photos & sang all the way back to school on the bus.

then it was AEP anniversary party till 6.30,

which was equally awesome. if not better :D

bonding time with AEP-ers from all levels was really good,

even though the sec4s in our group didn't come :/

oh oh. the ultimate highlight was that MR. LIM CAME BACK TO VISIT!

i cried. but, happy tears (;

took group photos & stuff,

& XD knew why i was freaking out so bad for the whole day ;D

went home real late, but loved every bit of this day.

today:

went well!

i brought the ____ to school & i did what we planned ytd (;

omg i can't wait to see __ ____, i bet _'_ ___ __.

muahaha. but i'm glad i did it, so yay.

FOA activities today (:

i think all performances were good,

some were extra good too.

XD & i missed the whole movie screening session O:

cuz she had a long talk with Mr. Chow about CCA, transfer.

apparently he handled it quite alright,

when i transferred last year i remember he was really whatever-ish.

then i went to buy socks (yeahhh),

& we went to check __ ____ ___ millions of times too :D

but hmph nothing happened.

so we went home.

okay that's all (:

i just watched alot of telly,

but i'll still watch Project Runway in an hour's time.

in the meantime, i'm off to take a shower.

scoot scoot :D

had yd/Crystal's farewell breakfast this morning :D

& Serene bought a cake for her, plus we all gave her a card.

extremely-early birthday wishes + farewell wishes mm.

we'll miss you loads darling.

& her flight's going to be real early on 20 Nov,

but i'll definitely go mannnnnnn.

Psalm 37 encourages you to do a reality check.

went to Cheryl's house for lunch before choir (:

tried being nice to Psycho, but that lil cat gave me excessive attention after that.

he pounced on me & scratched my ass :C

then it was choir.

oh, we're singing with the adult choir next week (;

& learning new songs, yay.

then it was bblc, which i regretted going ._.

but i had a nice homecooked dinner when i got home,

plus Venietta ice cream which is (Y) ttm :D

so the food at home made up for everything i guess.

thank God there's bass class tmr,

will definitely help me take my mind off things.

oh, i don't understand why NY needs to have one more week of school -.-

we'll be doing post-exams activities which would be massively boring,

& we still have to wake up so early for em >C

hmph.

okay i'm off to slack.

tatata.

tuition in the morning didn't dampen my spirits,

which was good.

then i met up with Eliz and Rach Lee at Bishan before we headed to sentosa :D

thanks Aunty Jessica & Uncle Guan for the ride.

had waffles for lunch O:

& we walked two beaches to get to the right one i think.

& we were early :D

so Eliz tried out her new cam on us,

& we walked around the beach.

then we went to meet the other YF-ers at the other side.

& we did song worship before the games (:

(PLUS i almost lost my phone omg)

the planned games were ... cute, i guess.

haha. but we had fun :D

then after that was free for all,

so Rach Lee & i carried on with our plan to build a glorious sandcastle.

which we failed terribly at making.

(so we decided to make "YF" in bolded block letters)

& we made a collection ground for shells too :D

(because we failed to make a church & the town of Bethlehem -.-)

oh, i caught a baby squid when i was out to search for shells O:

it was really adorable, until it started squirting black ink in the container.

then we decided to put it back into the sea eventually.

(it died a terribly death i'm so sorry lil friend i couldn't do anything to help).

then we wanted to catch fish, but i stepped on a sharp rock & my foot got hurt :/

& at that time joshua khoo was talking to me about the sign that read "Stone Fish",

which freaked me out real bad haha.

its better now (:

then we stayed there for a long time,

& i went to buy overrated fruit juice from the shack,

& we went off i think.

then we took the monorail i sneaked on back to Vivo,

& we had dinner there (:

oh we tried doing a super-extra-mini flash mob at the monorail area,

i think we failed quite badly but it was amusing :D

Olivia has crazy ideas haha.

then after dinner Eliz Marcus Nickie (omg i can't spell his name O: ) & i went off first.

Eliz had a headache :/

sort-of fetched her home.

get well soon honey.

okay, i guess today is pretty much summed up.

oh, and the most important thing that made my day.

thanks to you, i feel like a person again (;

when you asked me for a mutual consent i was speechless.

but it gave me a chance to really tell you everything i've kept inside for so long,

& i thank God you asked (:

oh, & all the best for your jazz performance tmr, gray!

:D

the awesome-ness of today hasn't gone off at all.

not yet.

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